Saturday 2 March 2013

PAHHEL - an initiative

Today  on 03rd March, 2013 at  3.00 am at home sitting on my study table i finally have made a Blog for my expression and intellectual digestion . I had been stalling this - or say procrastinting - for the last 06 months and was not able to push myself enough for this creative and intellectual pursuit. The days lost clearly and blatently imply how lazy and laid back i am. However , to be honest , i was really held up in the rough and tumble of my life. Gave an interview on 07 feb got an offer letter on 09 feb at 0930 pm after a gruelling session at Satya Niketan , joined on the Valentine's Day , got my Id card on 26th feb ... also got the Registry and transfer of ownership for the new home on 28 feb and so on ... a flurry of activties ... and all these kept me held up.
        However this does not exonerate me. How could i escape from the sin of missing out on such exercise/pursuit - which is going to organise the cluttered thoughts, observations and views lying cursory in my mental drawing- room ; or capture a faint or fleeting blink of a thought or idea or any weird feeling on my mental radar ; and thus give direction to this lost and wandering soul - how could i ignore this ? Now i would rather ' type down ' - not pen down , i guess in would be the first to coin this term - regularly and sort,sift and arrange my views and observations on national , political, social , cultural , which agravate and agitate my soul in this impotent democratic country. Someone rightly said ' intellectuals are the most impotent people' or soch gahri ho jaye to irade kamjor ho jate hain. So i feel like one of its helpless and impotent citizen who is compelled to grin and bear the deeds of its NETA , ABHINETAA and COROPORATE VIKRETAA.

I am going to sleep now its 4.00 am and would sign in later in the day with more thoughts.